From The Diary Of A Pensive Poet-Poem 2: SHE

Hey, y’all young discoverers!

So, this poem is dedicated to my Bestie ❤ who has been with me through my thick and thin. It’s ironic how I could never pour out my feelings for her on paper before we got into this major fight *it’s been one of our longest, however, we sorted it out pretty quickly LOL*. But, how her absence actually affected me and made me feel guilty about this fight urged me to express my love and gratitude towards her. I had no words that could justify my feelings so I just let my heart flow with this poem.

It’s called, ‘She‘.

*SHE*
A girl with a smile…
With a hope to shine
I could see it in her
Someone I could call mine.

I was an alien there
And so was ‘She’.
But we soon said “Hi”
I just hoped she’d like me

Like? She loved me!
She really did.
In a way, no one else did before.

She trusted me.
She did.
In a way, I wish I could do
For her.

I blamed her for it.
For everything that happened.
But then came a storm
None of us could have imagined.

She was different.
She was fun.
She was chirpy.
She was young.

With the heart of a child
And with the soul like none.

I really love her
But she’ll never know
How I kept dumb
When her words 
left me numb

I wish, she could know 
how much I need empathy
On days where I get nothing, 
but apathy.

She would love me on my darkest days
I hope, I too, could love her
Could make her realise, she's more than a friend
She's like my sister

She would hug me 
When I’d want to die
And suddenly, I’d feel free.

I miss her…
I miss “us”
What once was ours
Is now no one’s

It’s like she’s gone but a part of me
She took away
It’s not even been four days
And I already want her to stay

I just want us to be back
Cuz I miss her
I really really do.

But I’m so sick of lying
Like everything’s fine, everything’s true.

I hope she doesn’t hate me now
For telling her the truth
But I want to always protect her
Cuz the world out there is so brute

What if they use her?
And throw her 
Like they did to me?
What if she has to go through
What I have seen?

I don't want her to break 
But she’ll never know that.
She’ll just read my words 
And blame me for being bad.

I understand
It ain’t her fault.
My words were so harsh
They must have brought her world 
To a halt.

But just think it through, my love
Did you never know?
They are all faking it!
They’ll just make you low.

Well, 
She, who loved me
She, who cared for me
She, who missed me when I was gone.

She, who patched my broken wings together
She, well now she…is gone.

~Priyamvada Tyagi

Lots of love to my muse, My bestie for inspiration. ♥
It was so great to see her reaction when she first read this poem. I was actually in tears and that's when I decided to make sure this goes on to be a part of the series. ✨

Another one coming up tomorrow...Stay tuned 🙃
Bisou-Bisou!! 🙂